While trying to collect my thoughts and iron out the creases that in order to post what I feel is correct, I have lost essence of capturing the journey. I have come to see that not everything has to be in a specific order so that it makes sense, I just need to lighten up more and just take the splashes of paint that fall as I create. If I do not, I would have spent so much time trying to control things that I do not allow things to evolve as they should.